February is the best month ever!!!
Lol, not because of Valentines day, even though Love is a beautiful thing. But because it's the month that God decided to bring me into this Earth.
Not going to lie though, this year I kind of had the birthday blues. Usually I like to do my birthday big, I like to travel, I love to celebrate in a grand way USUALLY. But, this year I just wasn't feeling it. I kept saying I wish I could just skip this birthday because I just want to skip to the next stage in my life.
Which I know is a horrible, selfish way to think. Don't get me wrong, I'm grateful that I am able to see 24 and I thank God for that each and every day. I know I'm still young blah, blah, blah, but I'm just not your typical 24 year old man. Literally I felt like school has kept me from fully just being ME. AHHHHH its so like limiting, and I'm just being absolutely real right now. Yes, I'll be graduating with a Doctorate, yes I'll be making money, yes that all is apart of my plans, but
I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO DO WHAT GOD HAS TRULY CALLED ME TO DO!!!!!
I feel like I'm sitting on a golden egg of potential, but once I'm done with school this egg is going to hatch BABYYYY.
THIS GOLDEN EGG IS GOING TO HATCH.
Call me arrogant, call me egotistical, call it whatever, but yall dont know what MY GOD HAS CALLED ME TO DO!!!
My mom always tells me to enjoy this moment, that I'll look back and wish I could come back to this time in life which ehhhh I see where she's coming from for sure and it has calmed me down a bit lol. BUT when I know what the future holds, and how much greater is in store for me, how can I miss where I am now? Defo, I'm going to have more responsibilities, but I'm up for it!
I didn't want this post to be long but whatever. Lol
Byeeee February, next February I'll be writing about my golden egg(s).
Just watch. (Talking to myself, cause I am my only competition.)